Time


I wonder when
I wonder how
I wonder the rise and the wither..
I furrow my brow.

I wonder high
I wonder low
I wonder where and if
the waters of time actually flow.

And if time is an illusion
And if there is only today
And if for the masters
the past and future actually go away..

I wonder the damned point
I wonder why the wretched fray
I wonder about the kali yuga,
or whatever the fuck they say.

I wonder if I am eternity
I wonder if I am sane
I wonder if any of you exist
outside of my supposed brain.

And if I take the hits.
And if I calm my mind.
And if I am a very good girl,
will time finally unwind?

I wonder if it goes,
I wonder will I go too?
I wonder about the littles,
and about me and you.

I wonder if I am alone
I wonder why I am afraid
I wonder if it'll be a relief,
all duties.. permanently delayed?

And why do I care?
And what should I do?
And what good is finding the truth,
if in it there is no you?